I felt pretty good today until about 15:30. Then I started to fade. I bagged it early at the office. The Vorlon wife and I went to Boscovâ€™s, Wal-Mart and K-Mart to find a foam wedgie to help me sleep tonight. Alas, I was unsuccessful.
It looks like Iâ€™m going to do some more experimentation with the Vorlon Wifeâ€™s pillow collection â€“ which is sizable. (I could never understand how one woman could need so many pillows, but I digress.) At least this time Iâ€™ll have a better idea of where I want to take this design. Maybe I could train myself to sleep standing up. I understand that horses do this all time.
Tomorrow I have scheduled a one-day away trip to a client in Rahway, NJ. Since Iâ€™m not sure, I have the stamina for the four hour round trip drive, the Vorlon Wife will be flying co-pilot.
If I start to fade, Iâ€™ll put Dasher-1 on autopilot and relinquish control to the Vorlon Wife.
I friend from my networking group related a story about how her husband recovered from melanoma and she attributes it all to organic vegetarianism and herbs. Iâ€™m not convinced that organics vegetarianism would help, but I see now reason why it would hurt. I still plan to proceed with my chemo and radiation therapy. Since not everything is known about lung cancer, Iâ€™m willing to try unconventional therapies as long as they donâ€™t conflict with my normal treatment.
After all, when itâ€™s â€œFailure is not an Optionâ€, one leaves no stone unturned.Posted by The Vorlon at October 25, 2005 7:59 PM