January 4, 2006

The End of Day 4

My physical self continues to improve as I detoxify from the chemo. I had a good day today. It helps to get out of the office at a client site as it gets me to concentrate on other things. The only drawback is that people around me don’t seem to know how to interact with me.

They know I have my medical challenges but, at this point, I seem pretty normal – well normal for me anyway. I also look fairly normal. In addition, I have this very healthy glow to my face.

I wear my hat while at a client site - vanity. Therefore, the only large difference is my eyebrows are almost non-existent.

I don’t discuss my condition unless they ask. I think I start to bore people when I get to talking about it. Perhaps I should package it as a speech and take it on the road. I wonder if anyone would pay to listen – probably not. Although my friend Dr. Dave thinks, I should have my own talk show. However, I think he may be almost as crazy as me.

Posted by The Vorlon at January 4, 2006 8:31 PM
Comments

Well, let me join you and Dr. Dave in the 'crazy' paradigm. And as much as you can show others the experience of something different, challenging and unique, the better you assist others in the challenges they have in their own lives. The big things, the little things...they have the same theme...how can I make this moment full. Whatever you call it...how can I make this moment full.

You show me that and it makes me stretch to give new definition to 'full.' Thank you!

Keep on keepin' on as they say...

Patricia Bee

Posted by: Patricia at January 4, 2006 10:13 PM

Thank you.

Posted by: Ted at January 5, 2006 6:27 AM