October 11, 2008

Saturday, October 11, 2008

I cut the grass today and then vegetated the rest of the day. I packed up the ceiling fan, wrapping the globes to the light in newspaper and getting the box ready to tape up and take to the storage bin. My real estate lady may want the desks that I have in there. I kept the office desks that Ted and I used. When I put them in there, we still hoped Ted would pull through. Ted bought a nice desk for our office at home so I don't need the ones in the storage bin. If Melissa doesn't want them then I will donate them to a charity that will come pick them up. I donated the others to Ranch Hope but I'm not sure they are doing very well.

Saturdays are really a downer. I thought of going to Ocean City but don't know if I want to go by myself. It's hard to go there. It's hard to go to the Toastmaster's meetings and drive down that road that Ted and I drove down so often.

I do want to get out of this place. I don't like it here any more. I hope my house sells quickly.

News from the Vorlon Wife.

Posted by tedkarol at October 11, 2008 10:25 PM
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Dear Karol,

May the Lord comfort you Karol. He loves you and will help you through these tough times. Sometimes, we can't see the steadiness of His plan until quite some time afterward. But, trust in Him. He is guiding you and He surely loves you.

I am praying also that your house sells soon. We never know what our day may bring, but, the Lord does know and He alone will help you through everyday Karol. That is His promise to us and I can personally testify to that. I was so terribly surrounded by abuse and frightening days and I felt abandoned at times. Little did I realize what God was working on. I didn't even know if I would survive each day. His plan was happening all around me, I just couldn't see it then. It's all so very clear to me now as I look back. But, it truly is just horrible to be in the midst of pain, grief and terror and feel like there will ever be peace in your life again. It will come to you Karol. In His way. Loving you, Ruth

Posted by: Ruth at October 12, 2008 10:03 AM